one of those days

well, today was one of those days. you know the ones - nothing is terrible but things just don't fall into place the way they should.

on these days, after it is all over and i get to chill out, i feel like i really have nothing to complain about. i have an amazing husband who loves me, an incredible son who fills my life with so much joy, family who is always there, and a life i have always wanted. i get to be a stay-at-home mom, work a job that is on my schedule, have friends that i get to hang out with, everything.

but in the moments of these days, i do complain, get angry, frustrated, and wonder if i am a good enough wife and mom.

i am so thankful for the support system i have. my husband, family, friends, and most of all, God, who is always there. i just need to stop and take a moment to find Him and those who will help be thru those days. why is it that i always turn to Him last?

Lord, forgive me for being slow to learn that You are always there.